These are big fundamental questions. What are they moving in you? Do you want to keep them away? Do they seem too big? Or are they absorbing your attention in every moment? When you let these profound questions in and hold them, without urging for quick or easy answers, you start a transformative journey.
Transformation, in contrast to change, cannot be undone. Once a seed starts sprouting, it cannot go back. It’s life force has been activated: it will keep trying to grow, no matter the conditions it encounters. When the sprout manages to cope and adapt to the environment, it thrives and flourishes. If not it dies.
The perspective of embarking on an unknown journey without return and with the possibility of getting lost is scary. It implies that we have to let go who we have been so far, and know so well, while not knowing who we will become.
Once questions, which deeply move you, keep popping up, they start transforming you. You may try as hard as you want to stop the process, but you actually can’t stop it. What you can do is to decide which approach you want to take and look for support helping you to have an insightful ride, instead of a fight.